As a child I spent my time observing the things around me, trying to make sense of how things work, mostly into electronics and machinery, gadgets and things. As a teenager I was fascinated by the different belief systems we each had, the supernatural and how the mind works. Now as an adult, I’m fascinated by the “human connection”. I love listening to peoples stories and watching how different people communicate with each other, strangers, friends, family, lovers, and people of different subcultures or cultures as well as people from different vicinities. The accents, the language and the mannerisms are all too amazing to me. What we talk about is different too, I sit with older women and talk with them, and older men, children, teenagers and young adults, all have something different to offer. If you can talk I will listen, then again it doesn’t surprise me that when I meet someone, the first thing I’ll fall in love with, is their voice. It’s also quite fascinating, watching people flirt, blush, joke and laugh, when you have to hide nothing, you can become anything. Let’s stop concealing the truth and be free.
Out of all the human connections in this world, I find the connection between “lovers” to be the purest and most tranquilizing, it’s fucking beautiful: D.
You see in live, I believe nothing is insignificant, I truly believe in the power of “chaos theory” or the butterfly effect. One small action can start something you’d never think was possible. Let me explain, I’ve also used these lines in my performances and honestly only quite recently did I begin to see it in practice, working and changing… Everything.
“A smile can turn into a conversation, a conversation can turn into a friendship, a friendship can turn into a relationship and a relationship can turn into a unity”. That is why I believe that nothing is insignificant, obviously sometimes the attraction or spark is there to begin with, hence the beginning stages of “flirting” – A smile. Then things snowball and have minds of their own. The devil is in the details always remember that. People don’t appreciate extravagance but they appreciate the small things in live, like happiness friendship and just some time you put aside for them. One sentence can change a person’s life, you don’t have to write a book. Lol, but I write so I can elaborate, a personal preference and I enjoy it.
It’s more than just a connection, siblings and best friends often finish each other’s sentences , it happens with my sister a lot, and we can basically read each other’s minds all the time, she knows I’m happy before I know I’m happy sometimes. The same goes for really close friends and long term lovers.
It’s fucking fascinating. 2 random people with two very different life stories, characters and views, meet. And create a bond more powerful than anything else in this world.
They meet, talk and connect. Fall for each other, accept the flaws in each other and see each other like no one will or has ever seen them before. They’re free and “one” and nothing can separate them.
It’s an immaculate connection, where life is breath. Where broken hearts still beat. When the world comes crashing down, and it’s just the two of them, nothing else matters… It’s selfless, it’s ambitious, trust and even lust. It’s an obsession, its ecstasy, an addiction. It’s fascination, its inspiration. It’s immortal, because long after the relationship is over, they’re still in each other’s hearts, minds and souls. And that connection can never be replaced. Together they’ll stand and fight, they’ll hurt each other more than anyone can but they’ll love and comfort each other in the same way. They’re perfect in each other’s eyes. They dream about it each other, can get enough of each other. They miss each other so bad it hurts, they can’t breathe without each other. They can’t sleep, they can think. They may be miles or worlds apart, but they’re closer than close. They’re inseparable. They’re one.
And if that isn’t beautiful… Then I don’t know what is…
Love is life. Fight for it, and die for it.